In the way I live my life I keep an open mind on everything and really never had a belief. But I have resently realized over the last 3 years that when I consentrate in my head or truly belive something, it has come true maybe not the way I wanted, or thought or even realized, but none the less I make things happen and I don't mean to.

Let me explain. You see for as long as I can remember, I have had this voice, I guess you can say in my head and I am not crazy. It's not like that. It seems to give me a edge on life.

I have experienced deja-vu over 4 dozen times in my life and in the last 3 years it seems that I make things happen. For example when my ex and I broke up I wished that she would die, and 3 months later she pasted.

Another example, when a good friend of mine and I were fighting, I wished he would be fired and he started getting random drug tests every week and 1 month ago he failed a drug test and was fired.

I don't know what it means, if it means anything.