need a little help

by brian
(Indiana)

so... ive been interested in witchcraft over the years and have read a few different books on it when i was able to get my hands on them... growing up in a christian home i was taught that all of this stuff was evil... i dont believe that now, but as an impressionable kid, i did... i have a friend now who practices and he says that i have power... but i dont know how to tap into it... he isnt able to teach me cuz teaching is not something he is good at... but i guess what i want to know is, how do i get past the years worth of mental blocks that i have set up??