(Georgia, USA )
When I was younger ( a kid to early/ mid teens) I was really in touch with my spiritual side and did a lot of well, stupid things, which led me down a very hard path. I stopped doing the craft altogether and cut myself away from the life that I thirsted for so much.
The last thing I did was a freedom spell. It was to allow me time to grow without the craft and to allow me the freedom to choose without the influence of others (my Christian friends and family). For years I felt lost in the winds. Well about a year ago something drastically changed and all at once I was fully grounded out of no where.
I was in the middle of driving to a friends house and I felt like I was slammed back together. Not to long after that I found out my mom had cancer. Then my dad went through a heart attack and now a couple weeks ago we found out he has lung cancer.
It's been tough, but I can't shake the feeling that it was meant to be this way. I feel like I'm being called back to the craft. Most days it's all I think about. I guess my question is, in between all of this how do I find the strength to face one more battle (my past)? Should I try again or should I wait?
I know it is my own path and ultimately I choose, but some advice would be nice.